It’s easy to feel sorry for yourself when life sucks and no one even notices. It’s probably even easier at 50+. But we’re big kids now and our fun—and a meaningful life—isn’t someone else’s job. The “good life” is up to each of us individually. You may think you’re doing all the right things to make friends and attract a special someone into your life. But if it’s not happening, look at what you’re telling yourself.
Well, it’s good to notice this. It’s bad to sit around waiting for someone else to fix it. “Bored” is a danger signal. You need to keep your world expanding to thrive. Boredom means you aren’t doing that. Figure out what interests you and pursue it.
Boredom is the first clue to understanding why you can’t make friends, find a sweetheart, or create that good life you’re yearning for, too. Admitting that you’re bored with what you have going is a good step. Continuing down that path is settling for being boring. Boring is not interesting. If you want a life, be interested—which makes you interesting.
“I want someone to…”
Are you putting this in terms of what other people are supposed to do for you? “I want a man to take care of me” is just plain lazy on many levels. Same deal for “I want a woman to hang out with me.” Why should other people want to be around you if you just want to use them? If you want more in your life, you need to do the work to get it there. Which means you need to be ready to give as well as receive.
The best way to find friends is to take that scary step of going solo to groups who do the things you want to be part of. An organization probably already exists for what you want to do—some of them explicitly for singles. Travel. Sports. Hobbies. You name it.
Do some research online. Check out the local listings of social groups. And talk to people. You might find your all-time favorite venue for rock ‘n roll dancing by talking to a guy at a singles dance. (I did.) Once you find the group, get active. Go to the meetings, get involved in the events, volunteer to do what needs to be done.
As a general rule, the best way to beat a bout of the blues is to do something for someone else. So think about that, too. There are many ways to help and most of them will help you as much as whoever you’re assisting. And you never know who you might meet while you’re doing it.
“My way or the highway…”
Another big mistake at this point in life is assuming that everyone you spend time with has to agree with your politics and your religious persuasion. Good character and the party line are not the same thing. This is another part of keeping your world expanding. A good discussion with different points of view makes you think—and grow. Respecting others’ right to their own views is a key piece of your own emotional development, too.
Being right is baloney. There are so many shades of gray in what goes on in the world these days that insisting that whoever you talk to sees it exactly as you do is like assuming the entire world should be looking out the same 12” square window. You’re building a bunker where a bridge belongs–a guaranteed way to feel lonely at the end of the day.
“I want my freedom…”
One of the pluses of being alone after 50 is the bliss of doing everything the way you want, whether it’s popcorn for dinner, tai chi on the deck at sunrise, or never making the bed. The hard truth about having other people in your life is you’ll have to let go of some of these “sovereign rights.” If you want to do things with other people, you’re going have to agree to do it their way sometimes. One-way streets are for cars not friendships.
Finding people to spend time with and to love is a multifaceted challenge. It’s also something you have to choose to do and then work at getting good at. Your mother may have been willing to listen to you go on and on about “you,” but the rest of the world needs more give and take than that. Get good at both.
To beat “lonely and blue,” get on with what you like to do, connect with others who enjoy those same things, and then get to know them without deciding how they are going to be what you need. A vibrant life at any age requires that you think beyond yourself and what you “don’t have.”